❤ wanqiiAn

2010-07-29T22:44:00.005+08:00

I had been climbing up , no matter how tired I am, I continue climbing, I persists, I dont give up at all, cause I know its all worth it. Till a obstacle appear, and i fall all the way down to where I orginally was. And here was what I am now. Falling once from such a great height, will I get myself to climb up again, knowing that I'll definitely fall down for the 2nd time? Will i let everything repeat again? Phobia of climbing up for the 2nd time.

Goodbye, I decided to close this blog.

RIP : 29 July 2010 10.53pm.

2010-07-03T16:51:00.003+08:00

Everything is back.

I din except that , that normal and short telephone call destroy it all .

That telephone call just destroyed what had been gathered for the 2 year plus or even 3 years .

Well , everything is the start of it now .

I know very well that i will not make it to my Olvls well .

But i will try to get the least points i could .

I know thinking is useless .

Thinking , and yet cant do anything .

There's no difference .

I know i should stop thinking .

All these periods had done alot harm to me , had destroyed me alot .

I know it's gonna start again .

Or rather it had started .

Fuck this life , fuck all these shit-tos .

Yesterday is history , Tomorrow is mystery , Today is some shitty .

Maybe it's better off this way .

Maybe someday , somehow i will b even more happier than what i am now .

I just have to get used to it .

I have the phobia now.

I dont know if i will have the courage or brave enough to get myself into such a danger next time.

Thinking of all those feelings, i wouldnt want it to be .

I wouldn't want to get into it.

I may give up of the word L .

Its been the forth time.

It-is-enough.

2010-06-25T17:26:00.004+08:00

Every single thing changed (:

I shall not give a single damm shit bout it again .

School's openning soon .

Homeworks still not completed .

Many things still not done .

Many promises still yet to be counted as held .

1 month passed like this .

Thought everything will change .

It's still the same .

1 month ... Not even once .

When "often" were said .

Whenever i feel that it's going well ,

The next day destroyed it completely .

I know it will never-be-the-same-ever-again ...

2010-05-30T19:54:00.003+08:00

I'm very very extremely happy today !

Thanks ! ♥

I love e mark on my hand !

How i wish it will stay there forever .

I dont mind having that scar on my hand forever .

All e best for ya olvl ;DD ! ♥

2010-05-24T22:37:00.001+08:00

oh yeah , forget to post bout my midyear results ><

ENG : E8

E.MATHS : B3

SCIENCE : D7

HUMANITIES : C5

A.MATHS : C5

BYEBYE !

2010-05-24T22:23:00.003+08:00

HELLLLOOOOO!

My mood now is extremely good ! yup!

Dont tell you all why ;D secret ;D

hope this will last long yeah ! ^^V

even though i dont have chinese olvl next monday ,

but the lvl of wanting it to pass was same as those taking it .

WHY? dont tell you all . SECRET LOL.

I could feel everything slowly going back to normal alrdy .

I really wished that what i do now ,

you will make me feel its worth it .

The replies i got back is marvellous ! ( wrong word to use? but know e meaning can alrdy )

and also what i wanted , what i unexpected .

Today was the day my aircon were on service in e afternoon .

While cleaning , we realise a small bird egg @ my aircon tray outside !

I took it , so light .

): what happened? dried up? dead? ): saddd .

Its been v.long since i went out .

So , i went out last sat .

Brought quite many things i wanted buy for v.long .

I spend $127 on tat day . $.$ !

Was waiting for ZH to put dota into my thumdrive .

so tat i can play dota .

Yea i hate dota , duno why .

looking @ people play , it was just like "rise of nation"

e game tat i had and i hate .

But idk why i decided to give it a try ><

i dont blame you , i understand you .

GOODLUCK FOR UR OLVL .

GET AN A1 FR ME TO SEE !

JUST GO ALONG WITH UR OWN PACE , WORK HARD , & U'LL GET THE RESULT YOU WANT ! ((: ♥♥♥♥♥

BASTARDS PLS FK OFF .

DONT KAYPO , DONT EXTRA ! :DDD

2010-05-12T15:51:00.003+08:00

went to play batminton aft school .

reach home and felt damm smelly and tired .

it was fun but hottttt !

Its been a long time since i went out so called exercise .

I rarely did that .

having muscle cramps now everywhere .

went to bath st8 after reaching home .

had a suffering time bathing as my leg is so pain .

but ive still have to stand . lols .

just now , i left my audition dling and went for batminton .

i came back and saw my comp off-ed .

my mum off my comp!!!!!!!!! waliew .

now i dl all over again . 4 % now . wth

i dl-ed 8 times alrrdy .

should i give up on tat??!?!?!

dont ask how's my exam .

it totally suckkkkk!

for sciences , i only know ive got alot alot alot of mistake .

expecially physics !

luckily its just midyear .

Other class have post exam activities .

But we dont have ! and lesson starts on friday .

HAIS .

i cant even have some fun . ):

I want chinese olvl in june faster endddddddddd!

you know why . ♥

i still felt blissed being w you .

2010-05-10T15:37:00.003+08:00

i totally love yesterday . ;D

1st it was the textes . and i could feel e heart .

after tat , @ night .

That word coming out from e mouth totally give me a surprised .

Even though i waited for 1 plus hours blindly ,

but its still worth it . =B

This is e 3rd time i dling audition in this week .

It need 14 hours to dl audi ! #$%^&*

so my connectioon keep die on me halfway .

I hope this time will b sucessful ><

I'm getting to love soccer .

Soccer involves kicking the BALL around .

YEs , kicking that fucking fat ball !

Arent u feel painful?

U pain , I happy .

EVILLLL ! ;D

but too bad , you are meant to be kicked around , BALL !

Roll on baby ROLLLLLLLL !

yes , iloveyouuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu! ;D

thanks!

2010-05-02T14:37:00.000+08:00

MIDYEAR MIDYEAR ! ><><

2010-04-11T21:04:00.002+08:00

Homecoming .
The last and only . (:

dont want update anything bout my life here .

So byebye

2010-04-04T09:49:00.002+08:00

Hello , will not be posting that often i guess .
No-one comes here anyway .
Should i close it down ?

I need a nice nice English name . ):

♥ _

2010-04-03T13:35:00.005+08:00

Thanks to those who wish me a happy birthday on my birthday !

be it facebook , sms , or saying it in front of me . or belated . Thanks !

And those who give me a present too ! ((:

Expecially yours . Its so unexpected and thats e best present ! ;D

Didnt went out on the exact day on my birthday .

Cos ive alrdy had it celebrated be4 tat or aft that .

and yes , homecoming is coming .

My last homecoming . ):

oh ya , yesterday i spent a bomb !

one day i spent $124 .

$10 on lunch , $20 on eyelinner , $25 on jacket , $20 on arcade , $8 on diaso ,

$$13 on water bottle , $6 ez link card , $11 loveme necklance ,

$5 comb necklance , what else? idk ><

i need to save up money ~

See you later ! dumbooo . ♥

2010-03-29T19:53:00.004+08:00

Thanks to these people

for giving me a surprise and present for my bday .

Thanks to my mum as well who bring me to buffet .

Thanks to my dad who gave me ang bao . (:

I dont know what to do now .

I dont even understand or know the situation we were in now .

2010-03-25T20:56:00.000+08:00

Hi , im waiting for 2nd April . ( Friday)

byebye .

i'll b back on 2nd April .

2010-03-20T20:45:00.004+08:00

superteens workshop

class pic @ superteens on the last day .

hardworking eh ? (:

Punishment !

didnt expect it to b such a good programme .

the motivation is great .

know many things in there .

know that when we say , our body actually heard it .

know alot of jokes in there .

laugh alot .

and experience many scary things . ahahas .

the cries in the 2 days were unexpected .

but worth it .

its just so sudden .

i cant control it ..

DR.ERNEST WONG , takecare of urself . (:

as well as peter lau and kent . ;D

the most important is ....

the programme makes me pass my time very quickly .

just a glance and its pass 3 days .

and your back ! ahahahas .!

i will nvr nvr forget the 3 of them .

and i will nvr nvr forget ive taken part in this superteen programme be4 .

and .. I WILL get A1s for my other 5 subject .

I WANT to get 5 A1s .

IF i really did that .. the most credit goes to them .

and i will find them back and thanks them specially .

I WILL !!!!

It makes such a huge impact on me .

The games we played , the things they said ,

and the things i experience .

Mrs yeo were there to accompany us though the motivation workshop too .

she's a nice teacher .

really nice teacher .

When we walked towards her ..

wanted to give her a hug then ..

many of us cried too .

Whenever we had our lunch she will come and ask us

" is the food nice?"

when we joke she will joke with us ...

This week , i understand all this ..

Sacrifice-ing my one week holiday , woking up early in e morning .

Its all worth it .

Its worth it . (:

tmrw tmrw ... please ...

2010-03-13T16:41:00.004+08:00

SHINE ~

2010-02-28T15:35:00.002+08:00

when are you free??

its been 1 week plus since i go out shopping !

many homework coming sia .

i hate those teachers who give alot alot of homework .

then we pass up .

and return it to us without marking it .

wasting our time & effort.

always say they dont have the time to mark it .

they got the choice but do we students have .

homework iven is a must do .

DO WE HAVE CHOICE??

i want go out i wan go out i want go out !!!!!!!!!

i wont forget wad u pomiseSSSS .

dont you forget too .

GGEEX ..

ive alot alot things to buy buy buy ..

BUY BUY BUY .

I want this and tat .

i want go out in the night !

i wan go night safari . ):

should i open a chalet for my b'day ?

but who will come ? -.-

wells , forget it then .

2010-02-20T16:13:00.004+08:00

The PPPs

P.I.G + P.E.A.C.H = 01.02.10
(:

went out yst .. (:
Home to change > hougang mall > marina square > chun dao he pan >
Flyer > Orchard > Home .
shall not elebrorate( spell? )
Just tat im soooo ... HAPPY !

Night safari please !

2010-02-15T18:40:00.002+08:00

(I duno why this pic is somehow lyk this ah . )

HURRY COME BACK WILL YOU ):

2010-02-02T18:35:00.002+08:00

I feeling so blissed (:

I didnt expect all this to happened . ;D

Firstly , My mum is planning for my bday alrdy !

;D such a good mummy .

Second , cannot say .

Third , cannot say .

Forth , cannot say .

LOLOLOLOLLL .

Im getting so lame . ;X

I just felt whatever i want ;

i will get it .

Not now , even next time .

Sorry , i still prefer chinese songs .

I want go out buy lots and lots of thingys !

Shade , Dress , accessories , tops , Shoe , Bag , MANY MANY MOREEEEEE .

CCA TMRW !

im getting to lyk my CCA .so fun . ;D

quite slack too .

1 week 1 time cca , which last for only 2 hours .

which is just so slack .little things to do .

once done can do homework , sleep , everything .

can use handphone aso ! ;DD

need not exercise .tats the best part .

OFF the bathe then do my homework .

as i said in my previous post .

IM A GOODGIRL .

hehes

PEOPLE .. WATCH JUST FOR LAUGH EVERY TUES AT 9pm-9.30pm .

ITS DAMM FKING FUNNY !

BYES SEEYAAAA

oh ya , fuck mr kang for conficating my ear studs .

buy conficate buy conficate .

i think ive spend more than $50 only all my earrings .

which is all conficated .

now i need to wear earstick . ><

2010-01-31T23:59:00.004+08:00

went out with parents today .
saw a dress , damm fking nice !

$109 and my mum actually to buy it !

but in the end cos of the fking salegirl . _l_

reason ? dont want say . LOL

makes me buy nothing at all .

no shopping bags back .

holding nothing . holding AIR ! >;(

I want dye hair ; but i cant !

cos V.L is catching everything bout me .

And i hate those troubles running here and there .

well , have to wait till olvls over .

which is so damm fking longggggggggggg.

I always said that i want my weight to b 48kg .

but i didnt even tried to decrease it to 48kg .

But from today on , i will tired my best for it .

lunch , eat abit , dinner dont eat if possible !

tmrw after school! x3

~~wanqian paikia~~

wanqian guaikia

2010-01-31T00:14:00.003+08:00

just now look at e fone . it was 11.11pm .

who miss meeeee?

when out just now and brought nothing . damm sad .

i want to go out in the night to bottle tree and night safari . ):

can you go w me?!?!

throat not feeling well .

pain when swallow saliva .

thanks god my sound didnt really changed (:

saving money now , to spend it happily when go out .

and not with limited money , cant buy this and tat .

cant go here and there .

bye .

2010-01-24T15:41:00.005+08:00

Aren't these small little figures cute?

It cost me a bomb for these 3 ok ! ):

the amount of money i spent on these figures is alrdy

half price of the bread maker i wanted ):

Mum and dad went to malaysia on friday morning .

i spent these whole 2 days meaningfully .

luckily i didnt stayed at home and rot . (:

Friday went to ate dian xin buffet .

And went to shop around .

Felt so happy aft buying some stuffs .

including those figures $.$

Saturday .

Arcade > movie > Pizza hut > Shop > Paris ris > Pungol park > home

enjoy it even though i found out quite alot of things .

reach home bout 10 plus .

Iloveit ! ( but only when parents not around or chalet or ppl bday )

settled some things and felt so relieve .

some stress were out of me .

However , i dont know whether its a good or a bad thing .

The things tat i found out keep showing up in my heart .

unable to sleep well .

sleep woke think sleep woke think .

well , parents back tonight . ):

extra freedom gone .

and tmrw's school .

just finished all my hw . (:

But on the happier note , they will be going malaysia again .

on the 15th feb !

BYE ghost .

Ghost cos no people come in my blog one . ):

2010-01-19T22:52:00.006+08:00

I felt sooo sleepy .):

this few days , idk why i dont feel lyk onlin-ing.

maybe i will not b onlining so often le .

Anything can just give me a call or a msg . (:

How i wish my life will continue lyk this . ( these few days )

or even btr than this .

No more downs for me please .

Its the turn for more Ups .

Up Up UP ! (:

yes , sat my parents going KL for wedding dinner .

&& ive still no plans for it .

How boring )':

school was ok but i think ive too much free time .

DNT/ART and chinese lesson are my free time .

1 week idk i have how many hours of free time .

take tmr . just tmr alone , ive 3 hours free time .

wad to do?

2 hours sleeping and 1 hour doing homework maybe ><

okay . i think im going offline and lie on bed ,

listening to songs while waiting .. ((:

Be4 i go off ............ ))):

Im not looking forward to this yr homecoming at all .

The last homecoming for me .

i know i should be looking forward it and enjoying it .

But ... i dont think i will enjoy it .

I not sure whether they will b there too .

If they were there ,

it will ruined my whole day . my last homecoming day .

So , either is they enjoying it or me .

If they will there , i think im gonna pon homecoming .

Why do i think that i will not enjoy it ?

The past 3 or even 4 yrs of homecoming held in school ,

how do i pass the homecoming and enjoy it ?

Its always _ around .

How am i going to enjoy it if _ is not there .

i know i put _ is no use .

cos its damm obvious right !

type no more , if not tears tearing down again .

Should i buy xinmin jacket?

$20 bucks .

Maybe i should b independent alrdy .

UPS COME DOWNS GO .

HAO DE LAI ; HUAI DE QU

2010-01-17T23:13:00.003+08:00

WOOOOOOOOO

mummy and daddy gonna go to KL for wedding dinner

from friday night to sunday morning !

which means a little bit more freedom for me !

and also they going to malaysia hometown

from 15 feb to idk when .

cos of chinese new yr .

means i will be bored to death at home alone .

I wonder they go to malaysia for this 2 event ,

will it be better or not better than they not going .

If im still stucked at home as usual ,

it will not b btr .

But if i was to go out everyday or anything ,

they go is better .

People , ask me out during these date please !

If not i will definitely be rotting at home ):

2010-01-16T18:56:00.001+08:00

God Bless , Hope it will be successful .

2010-01-14T20:59:00.004+08:00

this is wad i sew in the past .

with no1 helps .

I complete the whole piece alone .

string by string .

with a completed love and a girl angel at the right side .

but ive no picture of it .

i duno where is it now .

maybe still at his house , or mayb its been dumped and recycled .

From the date of the release of my olvl chinese result .

Chinese is out of my life now .

Im not studying chinese anymore !

byes chinese (:

but how i hope eng will be out of my life too .

But its impossible . ): which is saddening .

I have extra time now .

6 hours every week .

Including Dnt and art period .

I must must get good result for olvl . ;X

i will try ;X

If you cant be bothered . i shallnt be too .

its not when u wana find me then find .

dont wan then dont care .

its not as ur wish .

2010-01-11T16:50:00.005+08:00

This month is definitely a lucky month for me .

Many miracles happened .

Except for r/s . which i know i should b giving up ..

I wish , i hope , the luckly-ness is not only for this month .

But throughout the yr .

i know i shouldn't b so greedy .
But its a very impt year for me .

Very impt ..

Olvls , last yr in sku .

but wad im disappointed bout now is wad i overheard .

something i dont lyk to hear , neither do i wish to hear .

But can ears be closed?

how i wished it could .

whatever it is , wad is heard had been heard .

Always force-d my tears to go back in .

whenever i think of it , whenever i saw you .

Be it in hall , classrooms , canteens , or even while walking ..

2010-01-11T00:36:00.002+08:00

so wad if i get well or bad for my olvl?

no-one cares !

Ive given up on both my languages .

Eng and Chinese .

2010-01-07T14:38:00.003+08:00

hais wad to do now ? so boring .

sleep mayb aft ive done with this post .

i felt sad over smt .

but i really duno should i or should i not .

i duno whether its a big problem or just a small one .

I hope to know the reason why .

But i think its better not to know and btr not to ask .

Today took height and weight .

i lost 2 kg (:

and height , gain o.5cm .

i really hope you wont break e promise .

byebye people .

2010-01-01T17:09:00.003+08:00

I felt im so useless .

Its a new yr now , It should be a new start .

But im still living in the life of _ .

i said that i will stop thinking and carry on .

I know its not easy .

And yes i cant do it .

tats why i felt so useless .

Im still thinking bout what we've done tgt be4 .

Where we go be4 .

EVERY place just have memories .

EVER moment ..

EVEN yst . countdown ...

last yr i was with you . but not this yr .

Time changes everything .

People come and they will sooner or later leave .

this is why i hate life .

cant people stay tgt forever ?

why isit a break up in this world .

OR even love?

why make ppl get tgt and break us apart again .

WHY !

When people were counting down for new yr yst .

im least happy at all .

Watching fireworks just makes me wish to cry more .

Because it was a day i once very very enjoy be4 .

with memories in it ...

I wonder where you go for countdown .

I wonder if u had fun .

I wonder what are you doing .

I just wish to keep on walking down .

2009-12-31T14:54:00.004+08:00

FUCK OFF 2009 .

Ihatedec09 _l_

ok i suddenly rmb something AGAIN .

while i was eating maggie and alone at home .

last time my mum went for malaysia for 1 week .

So everyday i got home from school , im alone at home .

cos mama malaysia , papa work and bro sku .

So , always im so lazy to go buy takeaways .

So ate maggie .

Or even tried not to eat till its dinner time .

Then there this person ..

Who always went to the nearby stores .

To buy lunch for me .

Just dont wanna let me eat maggie which is bad for health ..

After this person brought my lunch for me

he will bring it up to my house for me .

and i went out to take ..

This is another thing that will b gone forever .

F-O-R-E-V-E-R

Last yr of today , im outside ..

waiting for countdown .

I can say its memorable .

But memorable so what ?

For me to recall and recall and recall at every point of time?

At every date of today ?

Everything changed .

This yr of today ..

Im staying at home ALL ALONE .

New year , New life .

Ive to learn to adpat to the life fast .

I dont wan to be trapped .

2009-12-30T14:25:00.004+08:00

This month is just torturing me ..

This month of this yr , i wont ever forget .

DECof2009. fag you .

yes , this month im extremely suay .

Immdediately when this month start .

1st dec , I broke up .

Slipper broke 2 time ...

and both is lyk i just wear for the one day .

went suntan for 2 days this month .

wanna become red ... but i became black .

Leg keep kanna ppl step , keep banging onto either bricks , walls or whatever .

now , left 2 days to jan ,

i fall sick ..

yes , i was thinking , tmr ..(the last day of dec )

will i die?!

mayb there wont b anymore jan's for me?

if i didnt die tmr ,

Just really hope this suay thing would end .

And give me a btr life next yr ..

Pictures from yesterday ..

好好去生活(:

2009-12-28T17:33:00.005+08:00

Didnt slept well .

Tried to sleep early so that i will think lesser .

But even sleeping im thinking ..

sleeping how to think ?

yes , dreaming .

I dream bout stuffs the whole night .

till i woke up .. 2 plus .

The dream seems so so so real .

And people say dream is always that doesnt happened .

what will happened is opposite from the dream right ?

then i hope then .

I dont wish to wake up at all .

since nobody at home and ive nothing to do at all .

But i was woking up by calls .

People calling my house , spamming , finding my mum .

And shes not in .

Yes , it meant im alone at home all alone .

And today is actually my happy day .

But it turned up to be such a sad day ,

being alone at home , lying on bed , listening to music .

I dont meant to b cold towards you .

I just dont know what to say to you anymore ..

I always told myself ..

As long as ur happy , i dont mind letting you go .

Promise me to hao hao qu shen huo .

I give up loving you ...

2009-12-28T01:06:00.001+08:00

Today is actually the day .

2009-12-26T19:15:00.005+08:00

Suddenly , out of no where ...

i rmb something .

last time there was this person ..

everytime when there's "just for laugh" showing on tv .

this person will always immediately call me .

and ask me watch it .

i felt sooooooooooo sad now .

cos it doesnt exsist anymore .

And also guilty for wad ive done then . Extremely .

And not treasuring what good things i have .

I couldnt blame anyone now .

It's non others fault but mine .

Its wad i deserve .

People .. any chinese songs to introduce to me ?

chinese love songs .

send me through msn .

Flylaaa_boo@live.com.sg

thanks .

2009-12-25T19:32:00.005+08:00

People are getting more and more BHB dont u all think so ?

Mostly all those friends i talk to .

SO BHB LAAAAAA . ;X

omggosh .

see this...

Wanqiian says:
-lols . then nvrmind !
-><><><><

-wad should i post

Joey is bored says:

-joey is so cute ;)

Wanqiian says:

-omggosh

Joey is bored says:
-HAHA
-u ask me one hor

Im waiting for 29th and 2nd jan to come .

& i will b back to school lyk a bangala .

but i hope not .

i wish to be more of a tomato or ~~strawberry~~ ok!

2009-12-23T21:45:00.010+08:00

hello blogger .

Pictures only (:

I hate this feeling .. shag )):

2009-12-20T22:50:00.012+08:00

Helloooo friends .

I've said that i will not think , but sorry i cant ..

but ive definitely had tried my best .

Im feeling so bad now .

I was thinking ;

who will be there for me when im sick now

who will be thr for me when im feeling down now

who will be there when i was bullied by my family members now

who will b thr for me to care and protect me now

who will b thr to listen to my troubles now

who will b thr to solve my problems now

who will run to get a drink just for me now

who will lend me his shoulder now

who will bring me to whrever i wan to now

who will wait for me below my house for me to get prepared now

who will buy me those stuffs i love now

who will use the silly mind and make me laugh now

and alot alot more ...

Things just gone all of a sudden .

It's not easy to take it lightly .

Everything i did/ went , links to all this .

I dun know just how long more this will bother me till .

I dont know where will world bring me to now .

not here ; not thr .

People , its been days .

I've got the urge to ..

dont blame me cos its lyk 2 yrs pass lyk this .

And now all of a sudden ..

But i know i cant , i should not .

Thats why im feeling so bad .

I really really wished to , but i cant .

will you all know the feeling of it ?

I know all your ( my friends ) comfort words are true .

But its not easy to think that way .

It has too much memories .

2 years+ of memories .

how little can it be ?

I know whatever ; its not my problem anymore .

But my mind just cant stop thinking .

Just cant stop jealous-ing .

I wished to go out as often as i could .

But i cant .

parents not allowed .

Hais , seriously ..

what a fcuk'up life ...

i duno why this pictures " dong ba lei" one ah .

no moood go make aso . turn your heads ba (:

cya people

2009-12-18T23:01:00.004+08:00

After looking at the post joey posted up ( which is the post below ) ,
i decided to change myself and stop being wad i am now .

Replying to the post she (Joey ) posted : lols , i was really shocked .
I will definitely cheer up .
Thanks for this surprise you made for me huh ! ahahs .
thanks for thinking of using this way to cheer me up and make me happy .
thanks for always being with me when i just broke up .
Either going out with me or chatting online with me or smsing me .
And helping me think of all the possibilties of wads the meaning of wad he did or said .

To all my RL friends who had been accompany me through this period :
Its been 17 days , i know i have to get over it alrdy .
Cos i know there's no use sad anymore . wad use thinking about the past ?
Will thinking bout the past make him return to me or make him changed back to the past ?
no . nothing will change either . even if sad ive to pass all these days by myself .
Thanks for all who comforted me and accomanied mi through the night till 4 plus when i cant fall asleep .
I know u all dont wish me to be sad . so i wont anymore .
You all will see the happy me again next yr (: .

To WT mates : i may not be close to all of you .
But u all still make the effort to comfort mi and playing w mi in wt .
giving me a listening ear when i feel really really down or even makes jokes just to make mi smile .
No matter how much i sigh , you all didnt give up in trying to cheer mi up .

I know i should be contented . With all such nice friends . (:
I will treasure all of you .
I surely will .

Lastly , its not i not good .
Those who duno treasure me is their "sun shi " ;XX ahaha

2009-12-18T22:16:00.002+08:00

Helloooo,dont be shocked when u saw this.
Cos i know u know i know u know who i am,cos u invited me only(i think?).
HAHA.
Cheer up! ;)
Dont think too much and camp there waiting for some stupid stuff to appear there.

Dont you delete this post!
So niceeeee can this post~ Haha!

K lah,for those who dont know,i mean all of you wont know lah duh-.-
Im the left one in the picture under this post :)

2009-12-18T17:52:00.000+08:00

I love this pic and this day .

Out till night and look at the night sky .

2009-12-14T10:11:00.002+08:00

on-one will ever know how much this hurts .
you all will definitely just read and go .
just lyk me reading others .
its my turn now .
i trusted so much and i just got betrayed .
you wished to go out work , i let you cos i know you wished to .
in the end , this is wad happened .
giving happiness and i got back was hurt+hurt+hurt+more hurts .

There will only be left with memories of meee ..
byebye people ! stay always as always .
Thanks to those who read my blog ((:

2009-12-08T15:50:00.001+08:00

im giving my this blog to rot .
i wont b blogging till i get better .
which will take very long ..
no use saying anything here ..
byebye everyone !

2009-12-06T11:25:00.001+08:00

wont be blogging till duno when ...
cos i dont think there's anything for mi to blog bout anymore .
even if there is so , it will be very very little .
goodbye everione , can find mi in msn .
takecare ~

2009-11-28T14:00:00.011+08:00

thursday went out with cl to watch 2012 .

i duno whether its a very nice show anot .

but i think its only average .

be4 the movie . waited cl for bout 1 hour for him to play finish his arcade .

the car car one . -.-

feeling quite dulan waiting for so long huh ... ;X

aft the movie went to catch soft toys . wanted to catch the poker cards .

in the end spent $19( mi and cl ) for 2 small poker card .

then cl gonna meet his friends for the IT fair briefing .

so took bus home . in bus he was acting lyk some fi-li-pin-no maids .

" sorry mum . "" its very im-por-tant "

his important was very very funny .

wednesday went to ceebrate ph's birthday .
went to downtown's seoul garden .

as we have 7 ppl so we took 2 tables .

my table consists of mi , pohhui , joey and abi .

our soup is sweet ok ! cos of those corns .

aft those bbq of meats , my dress smells so smoky .

very smelly .

yst whole day was just playing wt .

finally i lvled aft so many months . ><

how long more can i lvl again ? 1 year !! ><><><

today too . stay-ed at home .

think today will be wt day again .

but hopefully i can go out at night ..!

going to cl's bday chalet on the 6th dec .

but im going at only 10+ 11 + .

which means that we will reach there only by 12+ !

we will take taxi go .. aww $.$

and will ton a night there and be back home by 7th morning/afternoon . ( depends)

note : please dont call mi name ( wanqian) there .

you can call mi oi , chong , pig , or wadever just no wanqian !

for some reasons . ahahs .

countdown ? not sure yet .

but i seriously hope to go countdown .

and not stay at home imagine how others may be enjoying at that moment .. ):

2009-11-15T12:44:00.002+08:00

Today will be the last day & after that its enjoying times ! ;D

im actually supposed to be in johor now .

but last min i didnt went .

just cause of my sleep , i give up my clothes , shoes etc

wadever i may buy there , i give it up .

now , i woke and i regretted not going .

so bored at home and now i wished im in johor shooping eating !

i need to spent my money wisely now .

holiday means no money .

no job means no money .

so i could only spent what i have now for the next 1 and a half month .

and wadever photos in my fone i cant xfer it into my comp myself !

cos the CD used to install the ability to connect the fone and computer went missing !

i couldnt find it ):

so now , everitime i need to xfer photos , i need to bluetooth it to my bro's fone .

then from my bro's fone and xfer it into the comp .

and use MSN to xfer .

how troublesome . ><><>

anyone help mi!?

2009-11-14T21:17:00.003+08:00

there's no show to watch now !
today brought lots of things and felt so happy .
tmr going johor to buy more stuffs ! ( i hope )

this blog of mine lyk no visitors at all .
so sad . mayb i will close down this blog .
it becomes lyk my own dairy .
no1 looking . no1 commenting .
than i rather buy a book and write it down . ><

im happy in the morning/afternooon today ; but im sad in the night !

You did what i hate most in a guy . and soon you will become what u hate most in a guy yourself .

no1 will treasure those things around us .
N O - O N E .

2009-11-09T22:35:00.003+08:00

ANYONE WANNA GO COUNTDOWN ON E 31TH DEC?
last year's countdown was great ...
memorable .

actually there's english compre test today . but in the end there isnt .
today our eng remedia was by dora lee .
even though she is fierce , but she's very funny .

tmr is olvl chinese .
i nvr study at all . cos theres nothing to study o.O
prays tmr's paper would be easy .
cheak list for tmr's olvl paper .
1. IC
2. report slip or wadever?
3. electronic dictionary .
anymore ?
wish mi luck then . ):

last saturday when orchard with mama .
last min decision .
go there and brought shirts , shorts and other stuffs .
didnt intend to buy tamaguchi there .
but i so happened to saw it there
at $15 only . very happy that moment ((:
saw a high heels there .
white and black . i wanna buy . maybe ... $34.90
but i wont be wearing too often or mayb just 1 time per month .
cos going out with cl cant wear high heels ;X .
go out with tomatoes will go those playing place .
so not suitable for high heels .
should i buy or shouldnt i ?
anw , going out with mama is great .
walk walk sit sit eat eat drink drink .

6 more days ..

2009-11-04T12:57:00.003+08:00

Yesterday chunleng told mi he had to go for work on the 6th of NOV .
which means that i wont b going out on that day anymore .
which means that my tamaguchi would't be brought on that day anymore .
means that i will be later to get my tamaguchi ><

just now was raining while i went home from remedias .
walked in the rain .
drop soup chicken ( luo tang ji) o.o

just now when i was about to take the lift .
luckily i saw a croachroch ( spelling? ) inside the lift .
i was wondering wad if i took the lift and i saw that xiao qiang in there ?
i will be jumping lyk so crazy woman . ):
so i wait the lift to go up and the other to come down .
fear theres another xiao qiang in the other lift .

we drift away day by day
w/o any contacts at all each day .

2009-11-03T19:53:00.007+08:00

now , Your the one who started it and not us .
since u wanted it to be , then dont blame us !
those hints u have had , u think we wont find out wad u mean?
it too obvious for us .

-Stop using the high pitch tone lyk its so cool . Lyk everyone is envy of ur that pitch tone . Sorry to say , nobody does . Low then low why must you act high? High pitch is not nice on you either .
-Stop using that face of yours to diao people , lyk only you have EYES? -.-hope u diao till ur pupils went inside.
-Stop acting lyk theres someone wanting to talk to you when actually nobody does . Theres only 1 person will , which is your _
-Stop giving the teachers attitudes , doesnt u have any respect at all ? Didnt u learn bout respect in school? Well,u shld..
-What's with the black-face? Its rather cool , could you teach me how? FYI,not the colour black,as in bin orh orh! Act one attitude.
-Stop talking during lesson and sleep during recess , why not use ur brains and think ? why not sleep during lesson if you dont wanna listen and talk during recess?!?!?!?!

2009-11-03T16:00:00.002+08:00

I want buy my tamaguchi !
im waiting for 6th nov to reach as cl no work so he can pei mi go buy .
and can shop around with him too !
My olvl is reaching but i does not seems to read my chinese at all .
cos i dont think i will get a B3 .
and im prepared to take chinese olvl again next yr .

IM SOOOO SOOO SOOOO happy that i didnt retain .
Failed eng by 1 % .
but luckily still have pass 4 subject .
if not now , i wont b so happy alrdy !
thnks god ((:

2009-10-29T22:10:00.005+08:00

did managed to promoted but it's just nice .

wanted to work hard next yr but i doubt i will till near of Olvls .

ive decided to catch some hongkong shows on youtube once cl start work .

and also once my bridging and mastery programm finishes .

today went home and got out .

its a last min decision .

as cl wanted to go polyclinic see doctor and no1 accompany hym .

so i accompany him to hougang polyclinic .

felt so bored there waiting and waiting .

take number need wait .

see doctor wait .

make appointment wait .

payment aso need wait .

i always find making payment was very _ .(wad word? )

cos making payment we need to line up and wait to lose our money .

i always think it this way .

but the fact is we need to pay .

i upload some pictures taken on joey's bday celebration planned by Tomatoes Family to make my blog more attractive . by not only words .--

Bday girl .Cake .

Opening the repeating wrap of newspaper .

music please ~

Formal . Papa , mama and kids .

SUSHI

Manisa & Josie

eating cake . yummy .

Love each other so much ..

whats with the " banana"

planning ;O

Green Green Pringles looks disjusting .

But its seaweed favour !

Try it , you nvr regret !

NICE !

byes !

2009-10-24T18:44:00.001+08:00

;O my papa told us whoever in the family loses 1kg , we will earn $100 !
good money huhs . 1kg $100 , 10kg $1000 ;P .

2009-10-24T11:57:00.001+08:00

5 subjects that im fighting with ..
chinese teacher say those in hua lao shi de pass C5 phew at least a pass .
now , hopfully i can pass amaths but the chance is 30% .
how dead ...
good-bye.

2009-10-15T15:37:00.001+08:00

Exam finally's over !
its playing time now !
who cares bout chinese olvl !
aahahahs . play as much as ii can be4 i retain .
before the worst happens .

bye people !

2009-10-09T17:33:00.004+08:00

its been a long time since i post mayb i'll not post anymore .
reason :
1. I will retain this year .
2. no ones come to this blog .

Exam's been a long time , its still not ended .
Yes , i will retain this year 95% .
ive to pass english and 2 other subject or pass 5 subject if eng fail .
yes , i cant pass my english in anyways .
no matter how hard i tried .
no matter how hard i tried , my english is still the last in class , 20+% .
theres no way my EOY eng will pull mi up .
5 other subjects , its diffcult for mi .
ive only 6 subject , fail eng , which will want mi pass all the other subject .
ive no confident at all .
amaths how i pass ? chinese ?
if i realli were to retain .
life will crash on mi .
hop the 5% will b a miracle , but i know its impossible on mi .
exam , EOY .
eng chinese amaths physic SS GEO was a horror to mi .
seems lyk all the subject i took .
ive tried all my best to memories everithing i could .
wad came out was not wad ive learnt .
at least ive tried my best , i couldn't do anything anymore .
just waiting for the _ day to come .
were it will b the most horrible in my life .

-if you ever find yourself lost in all alone , my love will get you home .

2009-09-20T19:55:00.005+08:00

whenever i think of you ;

i felt something had disappeared .

i nvr expect hym to online .

i went to bathe just now and came back .

i saw him talked to mi . but the status was in offline mode .

so ii reply hym . he doesnt replied at all .

he alrdy went offline .

im so sad aft that . i blame myself why do i go bath at that period of time .

aft that i had to go out eat .

when i back , i stepped into my room .

my heart pump damm fast .

wondering did he went online again and type something for mi .

i moved my mouse , saw there is something blinking .

his name were below . ii was very happy for awhile .

but aft looking at what he sent mi .

i cried .

i read the msg over and over again .

that's how much i miss him ...

takecare ..

2009-09-19T21:51:00.004+08:00

MISSING YOU .

Chun went to malaysia just now at bout 6 plus ):

life without hym is so boring !

now i know how much does he made a impact on mi !

cheering mi up , habing mi accompanied , making mi happy .

Im missing hym )':

2 more days till his back ...

Bring my present backkkkkk ;P

2009-09-19T10:47:00.003+08:00

LOVE CHUNLENG x3

- I have my new comp in my room !

- He is going to malaysia later ):

-but he promised mi to pei mi whole day today till he's going !

- Rmb to buy mi things from there !

-Thanks for the surprises Yesterday at suntec !

- Your so cute today , in SMS .

-Thanks for everithing .

- ILOVEYOU .

2009-09-18T22:08:00.002+08:00

I Just love going out with hym !

last saturday . went to sentosa for picnic with cl .
actually he was saying dont go picnic . cos he dont lyk to .
but in the end .. he agreed ! ;D
we went to buy food for the picnic then off we go to sentosa .
went to 7-11 and brought mat , find a place under the shade .
but still , im still sunburnt .

today ... aft sku met cl .
at first we had some quarrel over smt .
we nvr realli talk till we reach city hall when he give in to mi .
he was saying he bringing mi to somewhere .
and i asked hym where he bringing mi to .
but he said just follow hym .
so ok i followed .
he brought mi to suntec city 4th floor .
and i was still wondering .. where are we going .
till i saw a food fair . yeah thats the place .
it was unexpected .
im delighted as he actually made the effort to plan .
for the 1st time . went in .
brought things and share tgt.
an smt embaress ( spelling ) happened . o-.-o
well aft that was actually planning to catch bear bears and walk around .
but he had to go out with his friends .
so the moment we were out to the funfair .
we decided to leave . i going home and cl going out with his friends .
on the way to MRT , cl say he wanna go into TOPMAN .
so we went in and he brought 2 shirts !
one is white and one is pink .
i just lyk guys wearing PINK ! ;X

both of my lift was out-of-batt . -.-
one was stucked at 1st floor . and the other does work .
BUT when the door was closed .
it was as dark as storeroom .
was scared to take the lift .
but thanks cl for bringing mi up and walking down the stairs by hymself .
thanks x3

no matter how serious our quarrels is ;
we still wont b apart .
no-one can ever break us up .
we wont let our memories go disappear ..
x33333

2009-09-08T17:24:00.001+08:00

Let pictures do the talking (:

2009-09-07T16:16:00.002+08:00

im sooooooooooooo angry .
all these are lies .
i cant trust u animore .
without trust , whole r/s was destroyed .

2009-09-06T09:34:00.003+08:00

im back ! ahahhaaaaa .
i realli lyk this week ! this week was a busy week for me !
i went out on most of the days and back very late .
so when im back , i went to bath everithing .
then i felt sleepy alrdy . so i went to sleep .
thats why i didnt have the time to blog at all .

friday went out with cl .
then aft that to PTM .
thanks cl for the confort when im scared wad the teacher might say .
PTM was not that bad as i thought .
chatting with miss aniie yeo was fun and enjoyable .
she jokes alot . im starting to like her back !
she didnt say anithing bad bout mi .
only that my earrings , saying she must catch mi everitime .
but this is not a big matter ! i dont mind .
cos my mum didnt say anithing too !
she wont care bout my attire . she cares only my work !
miss annie yeo aso said that i improved in all my other subject !
except for ENGLISH which i got the LOWEST in class ><
then they started to talk bout tuition ..
aft finish chatting with miss yeo ,
that #$%^&* grace chen ask us to wait .
she need to talk to my mum . so she started saying all bad thingys . chee bong !
progress report i got 60% then there act act i got 10% nb .
luckily i point it out .
then she say still not good enough when i saw on miss yeo's ppr i got 73% for science . zzzzzzzz
then she aso said i keep talking in class .
zzz duno whats the matter with this NEWBIE teacher .
NEWBIE JIU ACT . ><><><

yst CL asked mi to play taxas with hym on fb .
so im addicted now ><
going play le cyaaaaaa ((:

2009-08-28T19:14:00.000+08:00

what happened to this few days again ?
im tired ; goodbye .

2009-08-25T18:55:00.002+08:00

when is blogger going back to normal ?

its so irrating .

blogger become cant b blogged -.-

last friday and sat went out and spent alot alot of money .

whad i left now is just _ . awww

but its quite worth it ba . cos i enjoy alot . ;D

down with flu , cough this few days .

voice changed totally .

everione says my voice is so man ~.~

hope i can recover soon . cos my voice is making mi fed up too .

and i was telling my friends not to make mi laugh cos my laugh is lyk _ .

anw , CL promise to treat mi eat buffet once ive recover .

i have the proof ! ;D cant see the words clearly .its good , just forcus on the word BUFFET !

this week was bored .

getting bored in school .

not as fun as last tyme animore .

not as hardworking as sec 3 , grade went down tremediously ( duno spell )

i knew nothing bout amaths differciatation . decided to let the test fail .

knew nothing bout waves , decided to let it fail if i continue not to understand .

isitnt this cute ?

i for putting toothbrush ,

if u pull out it will open automaticly and if u push it in it will close .

guess which is mine ?

bet u all will guess it right ><

gonna bathe !

cyas ..

2009-08-15T12:36:00.001+08:00

wad happened to blogger once again? -.-
luckily not intending to upload pictures .
but .. damm fed up alrdy ><
anw yst went out with chun .
when out eat subway at hougang mall as he promised mi !
and went to watch movie aft that .
as mi and chun was playing with some games on the fone , he lost to mi .
so i was lyk saying if he lose he gonna make breadfast for mi .
instead , he cooked fried rice for my lunch >< oh well .
yst catch the movie , orphan .
not counted as a ghost movie or instead its a magical movie ?
not a good movie , i dont lyk ! ><
wonder NC16 why chun can go in ? ahahahaaaaaa .

today actually going out to make payment to our dresses .
but i cant go out ! >=(
ii wannnnntttttt buffffeeeetttt ! ;X
sushi buffet . who can pei mi go ??
tell mi in my tagboard ! cos my tagboard is sooooo dead !

anw, chun is still sleeping .
im bored to death !
a real pig ><
byes people !

2009-08-10T14:04:00.002+08:00

oh , how great . i can upload pictures le . ahahs .

SATURDAY

went out at 11am in the morning and took bus to bishan .

went to eat lunch at KFC with cl and aft that went to walk around .

walk walk wakl and we went into the arcde to see ppl catch bears .

when i was watching , cl went to change money to play .

and he bluff-ed mi that he found the coin somewhere

then the 1st time he was catching , it was so surprised that the bumble bee pooh droped down due to the weight and it roll-ed down into the hole .

everione who was looking was stunned too . ~.~

so he gav mi the bear bear . so i wanted to catch something for hym too .

i went to changed money but .. ): ii cant catch !

aft that went to cafe catel and do hw . he do dnt while i do chinese .

but do awhile too sian le .

i suggest go watch movie . " where got ghost " !

lols . but not a very nice show >< quite boring ;X 2 star LOL

so went home at bout 7 plus .

Sunday

woke up at 9 plus .

as cl wanna do his tuition hw , so im so bored and went to watch tv .

and when cl's tuition , i went to play l4d ;D

long time no play so it was fun fun !!

aft cl's tuition , i bus-ed down to his block and met below his block at 6 plus . so late .

actually planned to go watch firework .

but in the end we didnt . we went to catch bears and swts again .

this time i got 2 bears home !

the mickey mouse was i catch de but it was just tyco .

i wanted to gib cl the mickey as saturday he gav mi , but he insist not to .

he said that he cant take it home and promise to take next tyme .

aft that was late le so off home we go !

3 days i spent nearly $150 T.T

Other pictures

strawberry body butter ! ;X

so hardworking of me horh ? ;X

Anione using this contact lens?

byes people !

2009-08-09T13:26:00.000+08:00

when i wanna go into blogger website just now .
i type-d www.buffet.com -.-
ive alot of pictures wanna upload , but i cant .
its so sad .
byes people

2009-08-07T19:18:00.000+08:00

still , i cant upload any pictures .
totally sku celebration was such a waste of time .
aft sku went back home got changed and trained to City Hall .
ate the paris international buffet there . shark fins , chilli crabs , cakes , icecream , fried stuffs , clams ( all different kinds ) dunno called wad . only $33.90 including taxes !
i think its quite worth it .
aft that went walk walk . not bad ! only leg very sour ):
saw shoes .. so nice ii wanna buy ! but .. think mama wont let cos i got quite alot of shoes le .
some aso nvr wear T.T

from today on , my life will never consists of YOU (:
byes people !

2009-08-04T17:55:00.000+08:00

i cant upload any pictures ! walan eh >=(

2009-08-02T14:49:00.000+08:00

oh no , im so in love with yao yao shu tiao ~
was doing project with joey and suddenly i saying bout yao yao shu tiao !
tmr aft sku going buy !!! ;DDD

yst went out buy lots of thingys ! spent $100+ again ));
actually spent more . but luckily didnt bring tooo much money out .
if not spent more than that .

make this a short post as im so tired aft whole day looking at comp doing project . ~.~

p/s thanks for your understanding (:

2009-07-29T22:20:00.000+08:00

awwww , blogger is spoild once again !
anw , today hab a realli fun time in sku .
with all my friends . ;DD
with kris eating the sponge cake which makes mi laugh ,
with josie joey and kris saying those _ stories ,
with true or dare with josie in artclub and dnt room .
with joey's drawing shop at recess .
with siewbeng's letter writting .
They cheered mi up ^^

byes peoples

2009-07-27T19:54:00.002+08:00

went to sleep at 4 plus . slept halfway ...
woke up , leg cramped . muscle tighten .
pain till ii hold the muscle , squeezing it .
then aft a few minutes , it became better .
now ii can hardly walk . the muscle is pain .
i dunno why it became lyk this . well ...
hop it will b ok tmr in sku .
if not i will walk lyk a _ .

X/3

2009-07-27T01:11:00.003+08:00

wanted to come and change the title of the blog .
then i happened to see that blogger is back to normal .
so yeah . shall post bout abit of things .

this few days , ive fall deep into a bad mood well .
seriously , problems followed by problems .
im SWEAR im going crazy soon . over thingys that ... well nvm
mani thingys , all girls hab . ii didnt get to enjoy them .
ii felt im becoming a boy . a useless boy .
ii dont get ani pampered either from family or stead .
wad ii get was only beggings .
i hope to leave this world real soon .
mayb the illness is just right for mi .
maby its not a bad illness aftall .
ive no happiness in life .. losing thingys one by one .
ive suffered alot that no ones noes .
even if one noes , he/she doesnt even seems to bother .

p/s ive done my best for you .
but its just not enough for you .
ive hurts everiwhere .
wad ive done is definetly perfect for others .
but idk why you still not contected .
i noe you dont lyk mi post all thiese thingys here .
but who else could i turn to ? you ? no .
you hab ur wt . its more than enough .
blog is the only , i could talk to .
wadever i do , helps , can just put no where in ur heart .
you cant stop urself from hurting mi ,
so dont stop mi from hurting myself ....

2009-07-26T14:05:00.000+08:00

everthing is just making diffcult for mi .
i wanna post , blogger cant post up pictures .
when im not posting , blogger can post .
forget it .

2009-07-26T12:17:00.000+08:00

im so angry at blogger !
cant upload pics . cant change html .
duno why it become like this .
keep change change change .

!!!! why !
today will b a bored day AGAIN .
bad weekend for mi .

p/s ANIONE SUGGEST WAD WORDS SHOULD B PUT ON TOP OF THIS BLOG ? ^^^

2009-07-25T21:56:00.001+08:00

changed blogskins .
dunno wad happened to this posting template .
i cant upload pictures , i cant change colour everithing .
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2009-07-25T20:49:00.001+08:00

today was such a bad day for mi . so bored .
morning woke up no ppl was online .
all went for DNT or went for interhouse games .
so .. today ii catch NEARLY all the labixiaoxin in youtube .
watch till headache . went to lye on bed but didnt sleep .
3 plus 4 cl woke up . then he call mi chat awhile he went to play wt .
then 5 plus 6 he going malaysia le . tmr the coming back ):
so ... msg msg msg all the way till he's at custom .
then ok . aft he left . i went to watch tv .
then 7 plus , mama & papa went to cruise . tmr then come back .
then at that tyme joey was out ! ):
so bored . CL , Joey , parents all not around ! .
so i went to catch more of labixiaoxin . till now , ive nothing to do at all .
so im here blogging .
CL was telling mi to online he will try to online there .
so im here waiting waiting and waiting !!

anw , i love london STRAWBERRY roll ! ;DDDD yummys ~im so guilty over smt . that is , strawberry thingy is ii started de . guilty guilty ><

2009-07-18T22:01:00.002+08:00

A summary of today .
went out at 11am today and and trained to vivo .
went vivo eat and shop around .turned balls ,went diaso brought toy .
until we can hardly find anithing to do at 1 plus while waiting for them .
so went to catch 20th century boy .
didnt had the tyme to finish it all .
and cl is rushing mi .
so halfway through the movie, got out and rush to thr mrt to take train .
meet them at hougang mall and walked to busstop .
took cab to chomp chomp .
find a place to settle down and eat we go .
aft eating which was lyk 7.35 .
took bus to lan and played 1 hour .
aft that home sweet home !
goodnitex ! (:

ps ; thanks (:

2009-07-17T19:48:00.003+08:00

anw today went out . veri fun ~!
ahahs ;D spent $60+ over )): just in one day .
tmr going out again . T.T for money , =D for fun !

well , this few days in sku not bad ;D
school was better for mi in this semester .

short post ;D byes ~

2009-07-10T19:11:00.005+08:00

mummy coming back tmr .
today aft sku went home .
at home alone . feel so bored so i went to chiong both my e and a maths .
sat sun . wad am ii going do ? idk .
suddenly , i felt ive so much tyme .
useless extra tymes .

jiakit's icecream is damm nice.must try ! as well as support hym hahaaaa

2009-07-03T15:09:00.002+08:00

its been 1 week since sku reopens .
the sitting position had totally changed . for the 2nd time . and this tymes its fixed ><
my sitting place was quite good as the its under the fan . its sooooo cooling .
not lyk 1st half of the year .

mummy was not at home for 1 week alrdy .
1 more week mama . ((:

not much hw this week .
doesnt hab any work dont understand too .
doing quite well .
but as days goes on .
everithing will b in a messed .

this 2 days , CL had become my delivery man ;O .
he said this . lols .
cos he brough mi lunch and put outside my house . ;D
with greentea too !
thanks .

was currently addicted to PET SOCIETY the farie thingy ;D
JOEY too . ;D

kk CL was habing match now ; so ... i go play l4d le be4 he comes back .
and he need mi pei hym maple ><
byes ~

2009-06-06T23:30:00.004+08:00

lazy to go into details of the class outing .

upload pics to do the talking . (:

thats all byes ~

2009-06-03T20:45:00.001+08:00

im tired of saying over and over again .
doing all those thingys which will not change you .
i hab no other ways animore .
i need a rest . dont bother to find mi back . bye ..

2009-05-31T12:51:00.006+08:00

parents meeting was ok .

1st went to meet A.Y . her 1st sentence was " ni zhi dao ta you nan peng you horh "
wtf . then of cos i dont admit . then she say " yi zhi you nan ren lai chao ta "
then i say " lao zhao er yi , aso bu shi nan peng you "
then she nothing say , just nod head ~.~
my mum doesnt say anithing bout it . but i think she will suspect . whatever , nvrmind ~
then A.Y found out that i lied to her once . i shall not say wad le . ><

mrs.yeo was ok as wad i expected she would say .

instead she say good thingys bout mi LOL

ahhhh DD:

aft tat , went to meet mrs.fong . my chinese teacher .

she didnt say much bout mi , only my results .

ahahas .. took back my RB at the PTM .

my class position is better than wad i expected .

but i still wan to b better ((:

lvl position was bad ~.~

cos its unfair to put us tgt with the others as we took diff pprs .

lucky my mum understand if not ... scars will b all over mi . lols .

got U for eng and amaths . but still , cant pass the criter( dunnoe spell)

YST ! yst went out to bugis and amk .

went to bugis in the morning and brought a overall dress .

quite short .
so idk how . i dont wanna wear a pants below which can b seen . ugly ><

but if i onli wear an quan ku , i scared the wind would blow it up .

cos the material is those " flabby" type . ><

see this two girls LOL

so bout 4 plus went home from bugis .
suddenly was thinking of buying shoe .
so quickly sms joey and asked weather she could pei mi go amk at bout 6 plus .
then she say can ! D: so meet her at 7 plus and we go amk buy shoeeeee D:
i've still had alot of thingys to buy .
bags , shirt ,... blah blah .
i wan go bugis again please ;X
CL? kk? okokset .

and i decided to dl maple but haben decided weather to play it . :D

im going make my contacts real soon i hope !
depends on when is my mum free . hehes

HOLIDAYS IS HEREEEE ! NOW .
many events/activities coming up soon too ! class outing , chem outing ..
gtg ~ byes peoples .

2009-05-28T19:09:00.010+08:00

from the day i born till sec 2 , no teachers will ever wan to see my parents .

but from sec 3 onwards , alot of teachers complained bout mi and wan to see my parents .

this year , my chinese teacher wan to see my parents ! which is tmr .

WHICH MEANS THAT FRI AFT SKU I CANT GO OUTTTTT LAAAAA ! ><

chunleng asked mi to play back maple . shoud i or should i not ?

im too lazy to train , but indeed , i miss maple . he promised to help mi train .

but can his words b trusted ? i doubt so . im afraid i may regret .

my overall subjects , showns that i cant b promoted .

as i fail my eng , it 'TEH" mi 3 subjects .

so i can either choose to pass amaths or eng . ><"

im prepared to retain . 6 years in sec sku .

just another primary sch .

today is our anniversary .

but its just a normal day .

didnt go out . didnt celebrate .

this is how ii pass through it (:

and yes , he is sleeping now .

he dont even rmb that it was our anniversary till ii send hym the msg .

im realli disappointed , but i cant do anithing , could i ?

im used to it .

someone ; if you dunnoe anithing . dont say so much . just keep ur mouth SHUT !

2009-05-24T19:34:00.004+08:00

result slips D:

my result's drop from heaven to hell ~.~
im scared that i cant promote .
and this is the 1st tyme ii failed my eng in the EXAMS .
i failed my amaths , by 9 marks , and eng by 4 marks .
and chem by 2 marks cos of the toopid MOLE which make mi fail . i tot the mole was taking the bottom no. but i was the top no. ><>< .
failed my GEO too . by 6 marks .
but luckly my SS pulled mi up .
so overall ii passed all except ENGLISH T.T

everithing changed {:

exam are over !

2009-05-16T13:17:00.006+08:00

(((: exam are OVER !!!!
but result is not back yet . ><
yst sch was so bored . interhouse games .. sit there and chatted .
then aft that was recess then stayed in class for Sl thingy ~.~
sucking post exam activites . always the same . no change de .
fun no change nvrmind . but ... ~.~
monday and tues . whole day hab the Sl thingy zzz .
but do you think we will all do ? no . we will play . bring cardddssss ! ;D
yst went to lan aft sku with joey , jiakit , yuxiang , jeremy , jh .
play-ed 6 hours of lan .
then went home . so funny on the bus back home with joey .
laugh till wan niao niao )):
ahahas .
for yst's pic of wad we done in class during the Sl thingy , go to joey's blog . ahahas ;D
lazy right mi . lazy to post ;X

tings still goes on w/o you (:

byesss !

Exam

2009-05-09T00:01:00.003+08:00

nearly forget that ive a blog -.- until someone mention-ed it .
was studing this few days .
all the papers were down except for combine science .
everi paper was in the hall .. everiday was so cold )):
all the papers were average . but emaths was kns -.- so diff . i think i'll get a fail for emaths .
but for amaths , its better than those in sec 1 and sec 2 ><
i could pass if theres no careless mistake . but i would fail if theres careless mistake ):
hope theres no careless mistake . but i think there is . cos the ans all wired wired . :X
my class test add up to 46% for amaths . hope this mid year would pull mi up and get myself a pass .
science which is coming up on tues . i dont think anithing good will hapened .
last year my chem from 70% drop to 53% this year )):
great drop . as well as physic .
got one of the lowest now. lols ;X
but ive improve my SS great lot .
from sec 1 till now lols .
sec 1 and sec 2 history got 2 or 3 marks .
now , could not pass but double digit , close to passing .
and ii realli hope this mid year SS i will pass .
god bless with my results (:

aft tues i will go play play and playyyy . ((:
and june holidays are realli coming .. !
shopping , playing outing datings !

ive got alot of things to buy .due to exams , ii cant go out and buy .
aft exam .. got alot new thingys !

i hate my life . this is not wat i expected .
doctor comes tgt with medicine ;
love comes tgt with hurts ;
mi and you comes tgt with quarrels .

2009-05-02T17:42:00.004+08:00

by looking wad my father had done on the floor , ( the previous post )

my father asked mi to produce a duck gib hym see . and this is wad ii produced . ~.~

dunnoe look lyk wad .

so aft ii done my duck , my father asked my mum to produce anithing she think of .

ok . so she came and do something .

i asked her wad she gonna do . she say " mimi ( secret )"

then aft that . know wad she produced? A BREAST -.-

aft that ii help her expand i and this is the outome LOL

nothing more . bye people !

love my mama and papa and korkor !

my friends and cl x3

Memories of the past .

2009-05-01T15:03:00.004+08:00

iim very tired . ii hop that ii could sleep realli long till im not tired animore .

but ii noe ii cant . ive to get myself up .

to do some work ):

DRAGGED myself up . and ii woke at bout 12 .

woke up . dad and mum was not at home .

they went tuh pray .

woke up and saw sometihng which was on the floor .

so ii asked my bro who did that .

and he said that it was dad .
and i was kinda shocked cos my dad nvr did smt so cute be4? -.-

lols ( pic later . you may not find it cute but ii find its definately cute ;D )

so aft that ii came tuh think of the past .

when most sundays , we will go out as a family and went to collect the beads which were produced from tress and which were alrdy dropped on the floor .

but not now animore . we seldom go out as a family now . not that our family is not hpy tgt .

its just no tyme ? hais . i wish ii were younger where there's no problems , stress , unhappiness , troubles and mani more .><>

ok . so aft that went tuh wash up and start doing my revision .

dododo aso nothing go into my head )):

nvrmind . im prepared tuh fail and retain anw .

wanted to buy xinmin jacket but dunnoe how the hell to get the ppl selling to come . ><

and and aft exam ive so mani things to buy !!!! hav to save money now . ahahs . so aft exam can enjoy ;X .

JUNE HOLIDAYS ARE COMING TOO !!!! ;DDDDD

well , here are the pics .

lols . yes . this is done by my father . know wad does it means ?

it means 4D number ><>

2nd is part of mine hp no.

3rd dunnoe wad no. lols .
my father told my brother that by doing this , he will tio 4D .. LOLS ?

and i dunnoe why the hell this is doing there .

its a man with a duunoe wad monster ? ><

but its cute !!! lols !?

yeah , it was made by all this beads . which were collected with my family when ii were still young .

byes ((:

2009-04-14T13:53:00.003+08:00

hello again (:

anyone playing audi , add mi ! oiinkwqx

bye again ((:

2009-04-11T12:02:00.003+08:00

FUCK YOU A
im so mad mad mad at her .
-if your not sure of anithing , please dont jump tuh ani conclusion .
i admit that my studies is poor . my attire is bad . i hab a bad impression of you .
but this will lead to telling my parents ? _l_
complain bout my skirt , my ear holes , my studies , my "friends"?
please .. look at others ok . some are the same too . or even worst .
please dont b so buyers . tuh those who is good in studies . MF .
i will study let you see . i wont let you look bian . next tyme if i study well .
dont you even treat mi good .
i wont treat you good too .
im soooo toopid tuh think dat your a good teeacher last yr and starting of this year.
saying all good thingys bout you . but this is wad i get .
now ... i had tuh buy new skirt that cant b alter . YOU HAPPY ?
now .. i had tuh hab TUTION FOR ALL SUBJECTs .YOU HAPPY ?
and please horh . my maths is not vary vary bad horh . at least i PASSED 9/10 of the test horh .
but sorry tuh say . i wont backout .
if ii go mad into studing , if ii die out of stress .
you will b guitly . you will ...
you made my mood destory yst morning .
but sorry again , you failed tuh destory my mood the whole day . =P bleh .
thanks for those friends who cheered mi and those going out tuh downtown and make jokes and things that made mi laugh . ((:

yst ... downtown / buffet date (:
morning annie yeo called my parents .
kanna parents ask ask and ask .
shouted at them . cried . serously vary vary angry .
so meet joey early at bout 10.45 below her block.
left home without saying bye tuh parents . just walked out .
gav attitude . =x wadever .
ok then actually meet the cl , frank , jj , bc below jj's block .
but they late so i and joey went tuh the 88 bus stop tuh wait for them . so they dont need tuh walk tuh jj block and waste tyme .
took bus 88 tuh downtown .. then actually took sakura's lunch . but we reached there alrdy lyk 1 plus . then the buffet 2.30 end so we decided tuh take the dinner buffet .
went tuh cach knowing at cathay at 2pm which ended at 4+ .
aft that no place go ! so went outside sakura waiting for them tuh open .
opened and we went in .
each were $28 . quite mani things tuh eat .
eat eat eat then around 8 plus go home le .
always go home jiu so bored )):

sorry , didnt take ani pictures . lazy to .. (:

so stress of certain stuffs .. ):
didnt sleep well . had alot things in mind . woke at 3 plus 5 plus 6 plus 7 plus 8 plus 9 plus 10 plus .
and at 10 plus . i dont wan tuh sleep animore . wake up and do homework , study . hais .
wad a freaking life . ):

2009-04-08T16:27:00.003+08:00

homecoming day were over , sport day , bday day . all was over .
tyme tuh study and exam were coming . fluck my CHEM test today again ><

well ... had fun on homecoming .
better than wad ii tot it would be lyk (:
next yr will be the last homecoming for mi ): hopefully .

ii pon-ed my CCA today . actually im at sku now . but im here blogging .
didnt wan tuh go .. ahhas ((:

this is wad my mood is now . and you can see how dusty my base of the computer was .
((:

nothing much . ):
go do my stuffs le cyas !

2009-04-05T21:38:00.002+08:00

i had no mood tuh post for today .
i did a vary harsh act today . but .. since it had been done .
let the choice continue on .

2009-04-02T19:08:00.004+08:00

1) most of the problems were explain-ed clearly .
and ii felt so much better aft they understood and stop accusing mi .
vary much better (:

2) thanks for all those ppl who wish-ed mi happy bday !
jiakit , nick , huimin , cl , jeremy , zc , yx , emilia , karen , darius , abigail , pauline , shirley , alicia , sarah , franklin , joey , steven , jagdave , haaziq , mrs lin , kris , nadhrah , animore ?
even tuh those who is not so close to mi . thanks (:
2nd thanks for those who gav mi present (:
bday is over and life still goes on ! ><

this is all the 3 toys that i got on the kinder surprise that yx brought (:

3)today mrs ng say wanted tuh tell mi bout some personal thing -.-
and wad she told mi were lyk -.- ><

5) sku was fun with that surrounding of mine .
karen playing with small toys , kinderjoy toys ,
joey playing with the notepads , drawing flipping .
abigail who is so innocent that so gong gong .
l0ls . and mi ? idk . looking at mirror? =.=

and so bored that we actually wrote a long list of " recipe " ahahs

6) skuwork is still a "OMG" for mi .
cant understand most things .
more and more hw going .
eng , maths , chinese , eng maths chicnese , science .
going more quicker , more diffcult
hop i could cope .

7) i had a dream which seems so far away from mi .
a dream which seems so real . so expected .
a dream where all e hurt lies .

8) homecoming is around the corner which im not excited AT ALL .
for the 1st year .
nothing tuh excited bout . cos certain things was missing from sec 1 till now .
which i could not get it back animore .

9) life sucks for the present life i had now .
with locks . with blocks , with stuck-ed .

10) ive working hard for this r/s .
i tried my best tuh change all those that you dont lyk .
its no use 1 person trying hard . its needs 3 parties tuh be working hard
in order tuh maintain this r/s . (:

11) alot things undone yet . HOMEWORK , BATHE , PACK , PLANS , ALOT ALOT .
gtg byes . (pic later on )

fishy is joey's . tweety bired is mine . JOEY BITE MY TAIL ! #$%^&*(

2009-03-28T19:10:00.002+08:00

today mama and papa woke up at 4 plus and get prepared tuh go malaysia for the qing ming jie .
yst , karen went . just around 6 plus . cl went . later , joey went but ... shes in singapore de .
ahahs . so vary vary boring for mi .

got up at 5 , meet cl then go meet zc and joey tuh go hougang sport stadium .
reached there gate still not opened . so waited outside till the gate open .
went in and sit with class , then went baracuda's spot .
anw . reali appreciate cl today wear cuda and pei mi . even though the shirt is so small ;x
aft the sport day , went tuh lan with the boys . then the bus came , so they ran . then some cant catch . so some took the other bus .
play-ed 3 hours of L4D and CS . was realli fun .
mayb monday will jio cl and zc go again .
aft that bout 4 plus . cl had tuh go home as he going malaysia fo qing ming jie ):
so yeah . he's at malaysia now !
be back safely !

ok . going do my stuffs ., cya people (:

2009-03-22T16:49:00.003+08:00

another rainbow ive catched with red sky (: nice . cant see the red sky .

yst night went tuh supermarket and saw these strawberrys ! LOLS . =x shhh

ok . so today ... gt waken up by parents saying that i had tuh go prepare .

cos they briniging mi go eat buffet ! for celebrating my bday . thats papa treat .

and mama was going tuh buy a high heels for mi ! :DD

so gt up , went brushteeth , bathe , gt changed , everithing and went out at around 11 .

went tuh pariss seafood buffet at marina square .

ate till so food .

was msging CL and he was lyk saying " can throw some food for mi ? i vary hungry "

so i said " ok . throw ! gt it ? yummy ? tada its beside you "

i throw sharkfin crab eh . he wan lobster but dont hab LOL

childish ~.~

from 11.30 ate till 3 plus .

adults chatting with each other .

while mi and bro just sat there waiting for them . ><

so here aft ate finished im backed !!! ;DDD

sharkfin yummy

gonna do other stuffs !
and hw still not done yet =x

byes peoples . ((:

2009-03-19T17:37:00.004+08:00

just now went amk jubitee or wadever spelled as .
tuh watch coming soon .
when we went in . its lyk onli the 3 of us !
damm scary . aft awhile . 2 more ppl came in . aft that no more alrdy !
summore they sit realli realli away from us !
thoughout the movie . i was lyk covering my face .
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l0ls . then i kip looking behind see gt ani " thingy " anot =x
movie ended fast . about 1 hour few mins onli .
lucky lols . coming soon movie not bad ! although its not vary vary vary scary . but its seriuosly rocks ;D

aft movie , went tuh eat pepper lunch .
then aft that no more tuh go . jio pp go lan
but none wan go .
so walk around and went fairprice buy KINDER JOY !
brought one each ! open . the toy wtf ..

the green crocodile mine -.- , orange fish joey's , yellow dinosaur karen's =x

this is why ; we call it life .

aft that nothing do , no place go . went home ((:

why . why are you still lidhat .
yst de thing all you forgotten .
you said you dont wan lose mi .
i say .. _ is confirm . but friend .. can still b considered .
I SWEAR-ED . and i will do it .
i tot uu realli wan changed alrdy .
but today ? the thing ii said . you said ok
but you didnt did it .
i said it over and over again then .
but you drag and drag and drag .
drag till 3 hours plus .
call you , dont pick up calls .
it realli makes mi go mad .
always promise but still break promise .
its no use animore .
it makes my feelings go wild ,
it makes mi hate contacting you .
it makes mi hate YOU .
.game_over.